Sometimes

It’s not always as it seems, this D/d lifestyle. Most people who are just getting into the lifestyle, or maybe just read the stories think when spankings occur, they are always swift or given for something “really” bad! This is true some of the time, but not always. When you are living with someone and living the lifestyle as long as I have with Jim, sometimes there isn’t a straightforward reason other than interaction that has happened throughout the day, or maybe over a few days. Sometimes, there is not even mention of the spanking until it actually happens. This is what happened to me yesterday evening.

I think we all have flaws in our character at times, and I have one very obvious one in that I can be a little short and a bit flippant at times. Certainly, not all the time, but, more than I would like it to happen. We have talked about this throughout our relationship, and it is one flaw that will without fail land me OTK.

Last night after several days of being just a bit more curt than usual, as well as a few oversights on my part, Jim at some point had made a conscious decision after one of our phone conversations that enough was enough, and I was getting a spanking. He did not tell me I was getting a spanking at that time, only that he was going to hang up now because he didn’t like how I was responding to his questions, that my tone was unacceptable and that he would be home the usual time. His tone was flat which should have been a very clear sign to me that it was coming, but it didn’t come to me until about an hour after we ended that call that I knew myself I was going to get a spanking.

When Jim got home we made small talk, had a nice dinner cleaned up the kitchen together and went our separate ways for about an hour. We hooked up again in the family room and watched a little T.V. I was stretched out with my legs over his; he was rubbing my feet, looking up at the T.V. he said to me in a very clear but matter-of-fact tone, “you’re getting a spanking tonight, you know this right?” Continuing to look at the T.V myself, I said “Yes, I know.”

I’m not going to go into great detail about my spanking, if Jim does post about this incident he will give a little more detail, I’m sure of that, but all I’m going to say is that I was reduced to tears very quickly, and continued to cry for sometime after. Not really because my butt hurt so much but more because I just felt so bad inside that I’d been really rude to him.